Honesty. That is such a crock of shit. No one is ever honest anymore. Its all about the formalities and the putting on a game face... blah blah blah! I just hate the fact that everyone is buzzing around this place, the world, and pretending to be so damn sincere. Well allow me to be true for one brief moment. Even if I am the only person who knows it or understands it or reads it. Still.

I don’t like loud obnoxious people who go to the fucking store and ride in there motorized shopping cart down the middle of the isle, talking about how they want to get drunk tonight but they are to poor to afford fucking beer. Fat, lazy sons of bitches that need to tell the whole word their problems OUT LOUD! I don’t care to hear you problems laddies and gentlemen! When I go grocery shopping I am not looking to meet strangers who remind me what worthless human beings pollute the earth. Do I have a name tag on me that says "talk to me, I really care about you"? SHIT!

But of course I just ignore all that stuff and move on though the place. It’s the stuff like that makes me want to never leave my house. People drive me up the wall. Everywhere I go its like that. I know its conceited but I feel like im so much better than all these fucks. I guess Im narcissistic. Its not that I feel as a person I am so much more worthy of life, its that I feel like I have more knowledge than these imbeciles. My brain seems to be more alert to the truth of life, what I want and how to survive peacefully... how to co-exist.

Granted I do love some people with such a passion. When you are as picky as me you learn that when you find a another like you, keep them around. I just need to start an organization. The People Haters Club. I would screen quite carefully. Who wants to join? : )